Thursday night: Beborn Beton at HQ
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Beborn Beton is a German synthpop band. Apparently the last time they were in the US was back in 2002, as support for Apoptygma Berzerk (Alex's five-ever favorite obsession.)
If you've ever heard of them, it's probably from their hit (within the goth scene) from 1997, "Another World."
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I got off of work slightly early, having come in slightly early, which was good... but we still wound up running late. (Had to make a grocery trip that I assumed would be done before I was off of work, ha.)
It took a bit to find parking, though we wound up not too far away. Then of course it took a minute in the car to pre-game.
A very small ladybug landed on the car window as I was getting out.
Rainbow crosswalk.
I like the snake. And of course the queer stuff in the window.
We ran into PJ outside the venue and chatted with her a while. It sounds like she's doing well, which is good. She and Mark broke up last year, which was sort of a shock to everyone, I think, and then she also quit basically all social media (minus a wordpress blog that I never remember to check in on.) But sounds like she's happy in her new apartment, maybe has a new boyfriend, is doing well at work, etc.
Sadly we missed Faces Under the Mirror/Jake's set. ;_; We got inside just as he was finished and packing up. We did get to talk with him for a little while, though.
We were there in time for Voicecoil! (Mark) He played some things that are new to the live rotation, which was cool. Also the single off the album that will be coming out sometime this fall.
Got to chat with him for a bit after his set, as well. He's also doing well, it sounds like, minus some potentially-scary eye surgery stuff coming up.
Then Beborn Beton!
The struggle, even in a small venue, to get all the members of a band at least sort of in focus under stage lighting...
They did play quite a few favorites of mine. I'm a basic bitch who loves the singles, so I was very glad (if utterly unsurprised) that the single from a couple years ago, "Dancer in the Dark," got played (with a joke about whether we should go hang out at a nearby bowling alley, since the music video is, inexplicably, the band bowling.) A few others that I really like from that same album, like "I Watch My Life on TV" and "Last Chance."
Their intro to "Newborn King" was about how yes, it was 1997, and of course he was obsessed with Dana Scully... (the song being about aliens coming to earth.) I mean, same, bro.
And of course, "Another World" as the final encore. (With "yeah, I guess it would be a dick move not to play this one...") Afterwards, Alex said he had forgotten about that song entirely which was very funny to me. That's like... their one song that they're known for, lmao. I'm pretty sure that was one of the songs he sent me before we were dating!
Five more pictures + two youtube links:
Voicecoil! On keyboard is a new partner, Kat. I didn't get to meet her, but it seems to be going well.
One more of Voicecoil.
Beborn Beton, doing their introduction.
I do love catching everyone in a weird position, lol.
The "Dancer in the Dark" music video.
"Another World," definitely what they're still best known for.
At the end, I got one of the setlists!
Which I did get signed. <3
Mildly bummed that "Dr. Channard" (though a deeper cut) apparently replaced "Burning Gasoline," which is one of my faves, but it was fun to hear, too.
It was a very fun show, and I'm glad we had a chance to go out. We haven't been out since... last fall?
One more show coming up next week, too! We were really spoiled for a lot of excellent shows coming through between this and next week, but we had to be choosy, ha.
You Can Find It on Craigslist (WWE, Rhea Ripley/IYO SKY)
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Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: World Wrestling Entertainment
Rating: Mature
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Rhea Ripley/Shirai Io | IYO SKY
Characters: Rhea Ripley, Shirai Io | IYO SKY
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Magic, Witches, Craigslist, Movie Night, mentions of other wrestlers, Movie: Terrifier (2016), Mild Gore
Summary: Iyo Sky is in a precarious position for a witch--isolated from her coven and regretting a lot of her choices. Keeping herself from her sisters is the only way she can protect them from a threat only she knows is coming. Iyo bides her time until she's able to distract herself with a job offer from Rhea Ripley. Handsome, surprisingly sweet and filthy rich, Rhea needs Iyo's expertise. Spoiler alert: The solution is almost always late night snacking and smooching.
Admin Post: Drawing Challenge #70 (Mermay & Marine) - Round-Up Post
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Entries submitted for Drawing Challenge #70 - Mermay & Marine:
- Under Atlantis by
mific - Stargate Atlantis, G
- I use a razor shell by
leecetheartist - Original art, G
- I feel the need for speed by
leecetheartist - Original art, G
- Take my shirt off and pray by
leecetheartist - Original art, G
- Underwater by
mekare - Original art, G
- Sketch of a sad mermaid after a rainy day by
zenigotchas - Original art, NSFW/Mature
- Shy shark by
leecetheartist - Original art, G
- Beachcomber by
leecetheartist - Original art, G
- A bone to pick by
leecetheartist - Original art, G
- Spot on by
leecetheartist - Original art, G
- Sirenia by
leecetheartist - Original art, G
- Merwong by
leecetheartist - Original art, G
- 3 Mermaids WiP by
goss - Original art, G
- Merdurbot by
mific - The Murderbot Diaries, G
- My story is not a short one by
leecetheartist - Original art, G
- Merther's day by
leecetheartist - Original art, G
- Aquamer by
mific - Original art, G
- At least I'm not shallow! by
leecetheartist - Original art, T
- Wheee! by
leecetheartist - Original art, G
- High fives all round by
leecetheartist - Original art, G
- Hey there! by
leecetheartist - Original art, G
- I get your point by
leecetheartist - Original art, G
- Dolphinmer by
leecetheartist - Original art, G
- I'm not interested in your voice by
leecetheartist - Original art, G
- Steve MerGarrett by
mific - Hawaii five-O, T
- She is so blue by
leecetheartist - Original art, G
- Did they see me? by
leecetheartist - Original art, T
- I'm a beach comber by
leecetheartist - Original art, NSFW
- Deal by
leecetheartist - Original art, G
- Quick merman by
leecetheartist - Original art, G
- Maze of twisty little scales all alike by
leecetheartist - Original art, G
- Sailfin guy by
leecetheartist - Original art, G
- The Keepmer by
mific - Stargate Atlantis, T
- Frisking by
leecetheartist - Original art, G
- Cosmic Wiggle by
leecetheartist - Original art, G
- Doing my stretches by
leecetheartist - Original art, G
- Rainbow mermaid by
leecetheartist - Original art, NSFW
- Ruler by
leecetheartist - Original art, G
Arrival at the end of the month - Late May 02025
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There's an entire trans-and-nonbinary cast production of Twelfth Night, with Sir Ian McKellen providing an opening for it, and they have livestream options (and access to the stream for up to two weeks after the performance) as well as the live performance one. July 25 is the day in question. Ticket tiers start at 10 GBP, so you may have to add in currency conversion and currency conversion fees to your ticket price.
One of the best parts of being a historian is when new evidence contributes more to a story thought finished. Sometimes people turn out to have evaded those who wanted them dead not just once, but twice. The history is there, often recorded somewhere, but it takes someone looking to find all of it.
What was believed to be a simple later copy of the Magna Carta has, after investigation and further scholarship, been verified as an original copy of the document. Which meant a lot of preservation, making things available, and then the scholars being able to use their technology and come to conclusions of originality. A lot of work, in other words, much of it done by people who may or may not receive any credit in the eventual paper written about it.
A list of "summer reads" produced for members of King Features Syndicate newspapers offered fifteen books by well-known offers, only five of which actually existed, and ten of which were clearly confabulated by a chatbot.
Fansplaining gives us a primer on the history and the significant rise in the Real Person Fanfiction corners of fandoms, and the often ugly collisions between those who are writing about fictional versions of celebrities, actors, musicians, and other figures on our screens regularly, and those who are looking for the secret truth that the people really are into each other more than they can let on. This is made more difficult in the Internet era, where there's a lot of access and behind-the-scenes material produced and released for the fans, and that makes it more difficult to find easy ways of knowing whether you're looking at someone who's working with a public persona and who's writing fic about the secret relationships they believe are right in front of us.
A paper of dubious scholarship and cherry-picked references gets a solid thrashing from members of the community in whose journal it was published, with questions for the publishers and organization about why they chose to accept and publish it in such a state, rather than reject or require strong revisions. Having read the offending paper, the thrashing is entirely deserved, and the questions for the editors who allowed it to be published in this state are also deserved.
The Fifth Circuit Court of Appeals has ruled that what books a public library carries in its collection are government speech, and therefore subject to being curated as any government employee likes without repercussions or First Amendment challenges. Which gives a massive amount of power to any library employee with collection responsibilities to shape the collection exactly as they desire, without having to worry about keeping collection balance or ensuring a diversity of viewpoint or any of those other things that are generally accepted principles of collection development. I look forward to the library that decides to remove every conservative author from their collection, the one that decides their collection will be composed sole of Black trans women, and the library that completely depopulates their religion section of everything that has to do with Christianity in it, and the courts siding with them based on this precedent, telling the people complaining that it's too bad they don't have a library whose values align with their own, but that book curation is government speech and they don't have standing to challenge it.
(This is a foolish ruling, and they should know better, but fascists and the fascist-friendly rarely believe that the tools they are building to enforce their will on others will be used equally as well to suppress them once they are no longer in power. Or once they're not sufficiently fascist to be in the in-group any more.)
Because they had been determined to be men by sex according to the UK Supreme Court ruling, and governments are going along with the farce, a group of topless trans women protested the decision outside the Scottish parliament building. Why topless? Well, men can't be sanctioned for being out in public topless. Only women. So when the protest also happened outside the English parliament building, the same logic applied. Mind, in the images of the protest, you can clearly see that the "female-presenting nipples" on the protesters have been blurred out, so the media coverage clearly believes they're women, even if the law does not.
( Still more to be seen inside, including the usual parade of US politics behaving badly )
Going out of this post, The Sesame Workshop has made a deal with Netflix to continue Sesame Street, allowing new episodes to premiere simultaneously on Netflix's streaming service and PBS stations (and the PBS Kids app.) The format of the show will be changing with the new season, but there's something fundamentally rotten at having had Sesame Street end up needing to make deals with a corporate partner for significant time, rather than being fully funded (including the research apparatus that helps keep Sesame Street educationally appropriate for the target audience) through the Corporation for Public Broadcasting and other public dollars for all of their runtime. Surely there's some fighter jet or tank that could be not built and that money appropriated for keeping a quality educational program on the airwaves, and to pay the researchers that help keep it quality.
Also, a primer on various possible motivations for people to be engaged in power-exchange scenes and relationships, written in such a way as to be useful for people who might want to be practitioners and also for those who want to write power exchange in their fictional endeavours.
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Milestones of a sort
May. 31st, 2025 04:48 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I did my split squats today and didn't hate them!
Split squats always get a groan when our trainer tells us to do them, no one likes them, but I've found them a particular trial during ankle recovery. They've so good for me that lunges (which are similar) were a formal part of my physiotherapy. But that also meant they were hard, no fun, and not terribly rewarding!
I've always been fortunate that my recovery hasn't featured a lot of pain, but that almost made it more difficult to monitor, and cope with, the intense weakness in that ankle (and the knock-on effects, like my already-atrocious balance somehow got (and remains) even worse?!).
Feeling okay until my leg just didn't hold me up properly can be unsettling!
I've patiently stuck with it, doing regular bodyweight lunges in circuits when other people are doing walking lunges with the biggest dumbbells available to us there (not very big, but still!) and having to tuck myself into the squat cage for split squats at lift club so I could hang on to the bars to keep my balance.
And now I can do (very slow, increasingly wobbly) walking lunges, and I can do split squats without hanging on to anything -- except a little kettlebell! And I might have to go up to the second-smallest size of kettlebell next time actually, I was thinking today.
It's nice to feel like I'm at about the level where I would have been starting if I hadn't broken my ankle almost immediately into taking up exercise as a hobby. I mean yes it'd be nice if it hadn't taken me a year and a half to get that far, but as with so many of the other changes in my body in the past year and a half, I try not to get caught up in what-ifs and wistful regret, and I think I am doing okay at that.
Ruler
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Community Check-In for May 2025
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Did you sign up for or take part in any fandom activities in May, or have you been working on any personal art projects? Are you currently trying to meet a deadline? Feel free to share upcoming art challenges that have got you excited, any frustrations you've been experiencing, possible goals for the next month, and so on.
Reminder: A Round-Up for the MerMay & Marine Challenge will be posted soon, and a new monthly challenge will be issued later this week. :)
check in day 31
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2 (50.0%)
dealt with life
1 (25.0%)
Feel free to share a snippet of something that you're working on, link to something you've posted. Ask for any help you need. Chat amongst yourselves.
Discussion: it's the last day of the month, did you meet any of the goals you set?
tiny delight
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Yesterday, on the drive, we found the greater part of a small light blue eggshell. (Dunnock? Starling?)
We have also, with the rain, been seeing (and relocating) lots of gastropods, so I suggested we move the eggshell into gastropod territory.
Checked back this morning, and while the blue is mostly intact the inside surface has been very clearly significantly monched. V v pleased to have provided delicious snack and also by CREATURES in general :-)
check in day 30
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Discussion: what are you working on this weekend?
check in day 29
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Hie thee thither!
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Sir Ian McKellen to open historic all-trans and nonbinary production of Twelfth Night
What's this, a trans reading of my favorite Shakespeare play, fundraising for my favorite trans charity (the one that brings me that "trans gym" thing I'm always talking about)?
And there's a livestream so I can stay covid-safe? And you can watch from anywhere (for two weeks after the live performance)?
I've already got my ticket!
a complicated goblin
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This morning, a friend shared a screenshot of a social media post that says
i am a simple goblin
all i want is for someone to pet my head
and feed me whatever i want for dinner
without having to figure out what that is
forever ✨
I read this, and thought D's gonna say "oh look it Erik" isn't he (he's convinced I'm a goblin; I don't get it), and before I could even type anything, he said "Oh you found Erik's alt."
I laughed and said "Actually I require many more things than this. I am a needy goblin."
I mean yes those things would be nice -- though lately I've been very particular about what I can eat for dinner, sigh - but I was stuck on "all I want." So I added, "My counselor keeps asking me what it'd take to make things feel less overwhelming/burnouty for me, and I have a big list." Which is true! It's a mental list, but only because I'm scared to write it down.
D asked "Are any of them actionable?"
I laughed differently and much more bitterly at this. The unfeasibility is why I'm scared to write any of it down.
Doing my stretches
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things I wish to consolidate the cope to talk about
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... include:
- six months on from surgery: what's recovery looking like?
- this is actually secretly mostly (but not entirely) about Pilates
- grousing about getting the Framework actually set up Adequately under Debian (power management noooot doing what I want it to and the GPU seems to keep falling over; have not yet had time/brain to sit down with either the guide to Debian 12 or cross-referencing the way the Linux battery life tuning thread disagrees with the various guides for Ubuntu (which is an officially supported distribution)
- What I Am Up To This Week
But everything is Very, so for now you just get the list.
This is what happens when we go to the gym unsupervised
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I can never remember which one's "adductor" and which one's "abductor," but now one of those is the machine in the gym that's for practicing to crush a watermelon between your thighs, and I think after I described it thusly to him tonight, that's what diffrentcolours and I are gonna be calling it from now on.
After that I started explaining all the machines in terms of watermelons. "This one's lifting watermelons, this one's punching watermelons..."
Not long 'til posting
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Cosmic wiggle
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